Writing at a whim

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

What makes us

i.
What makes us
remove names from events,
to remember the after
and not the during,

to love a whole
but never the part.

ii.
It feels like this:

as your esophagus contracts
and expends, pushing with
desperation, when you rolled one
in too fast

the sharp pain that ripples
through, like
twisting.

iii.
Only then it's gone:
passed that only chance
lost that perfect day,
so I spill over

the balloon is full, but
my will is strong and
elastic too.

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about me

vanessa.
boring and inscrutable.
satirical and opinionated.
sardonic but innocuous.
enigmatic and taciturn.
pococurante but caring.
neurotic but with equanimity.
you wouldn't get me at all,
cause I wouldn't let you.

quote

"Let me tell you this: Some of life's questions you have to answer, some you just have to dance your face off and scream "no comment."" --- John Mayer

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